Music is my soul

2009-12-16T06:22:00.000-08:00

Practically a long long time since i updated.
Nth much to write abt.
Recent events? Choir performance , concerts? not too mention the hectic prefect schedule.

i can't tell u how empty i feel.
horribly , terribly empty.
it feels as though i've lost everything , not literally though
like once a millionaire and now a beggar
i can just burst into tears , but without really knowing why
black or white?
left or right?
here , there?
I don't know. I'm extremely confused.
i really want a break from all the madness that's going on.
my mind just refuses to relish the good memories
instead, it just drowns me with the bad ones.
all the hurtful words
all the hurtful moments
i feel as though i'm on an island on my own.
with my scottie and snowie by me.
cause they never cause me much pain.

2009-10-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

My first update after a long time...
yeah blogs really dead.
anyways , went out with my sisters yesterday and had a load of fun!
Climbed trees , soaked our feet in sea water , watched summer 500...
craving for the dim sum qi and i ate.
It's goooooooood...
oh yeah and you could hear yan ling's distinctive laughter in the theater.
As for today , went climb bukit timah hill for the 1st time with kok ho.
ended up our legs covered with red bums of mosquito bite.
but overall it was fun :)
I would publish the video of him going down the slide , but i dun think he'll send it to me for obvious reasons. lol.
then went subway and made a new discovery that mayonnaise and honey mustard go very well together. yummm....

2009-06-06T08:00:00.000-07:00

No comments on choir camp.

I know i've been rather down for these few weeks.

Just that i'm rather upset with the group of you.

How would you feel if you have done so much ,

yet not even a thank you?

just two simple words can mean alot.

and i mean alot.

it makes one know that he/she is appreciated for his/her efforts.

very upsetting.

sometimes i'm starting to understand how mrs ching feels.

i even wonder if all these efforts are worth while?

sometimes i wonder if i'm too sensitive

well i kinda agree.

and about claiming credits.

so what if i claim credits that are rightfully mine?

tell me to write about my achievements?

i can't even write an article on that

cause at the end of the day

i feel that i've achieved nothing despite the effort and hard work.

i can only say one thing disappointing.

not angry

just disappointing and upsetting.

just wana thank the others who have made effort as well

i know its not easy going through the planning and stuff

but you guys have made it possible

without you would be a different story.

thank you.

2009-05-29T04:44:00.001-07:00

I'm damn upset and rather pissed off right now.

Just had a blow with my mom.

thought i led it out.

Just wished she'd be less arrow minded and force her way through things.

She gave me 2 choices.

Either attend choir camp or attend tuition.

I can't possibly just dump choir right?

I'm like IC and its my responsibility to stay there.

At the same time , i really want to attend the tuition just that it clashes with the camp for only 2 lessons.

So why not just go make up sessions for those 2?

Yah then a hell lot of excuse.....teach diff thing lah blah blah blah.

I want to attend tuition as much as i want to attend camp.

well i'll see how things go. Hopefully good.

2009-05-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

Finally mid yr exams are over.

and the results are just gona spoil the fun.

hiax sad. tmr first thing in the morning , chinese.

omg which is killing me.

although there's improvement for compo but compre...

nah dun wan tok abt it.

and dun even get me started on amath. omg.

section B was like???

well i could have done it if given more time. dream on...

exams over and i'm bored to death.

i wouldn't be blogging now if not my mom snatched the TV away to watch her tiawan drama.

which is really draggyyyyyyyyyyyy.

well nothin much to blog anyways...

june is gona be real packed.

if hopefully i can go obs.

really wan to go but must ask my doc. 1st.

do tag before leaving.

otherwise my blog will be damn freakin dead.

bb ppl!

you make me laugh

you make me tear

you make me fume

at the same time ,

you touch my heart.

you've been such a great friend.

thank you.

2009-04-30T23:04:00.000-07:00

ALTOS!!! and beloved mr lim.....yan ling hands look like crab claws!!!lol

and the seniors.....

SYF showcase was a success! well after much practice after the rehearsal.

i think this is the (how many time) i've said this

gona miss the seniors...( except 1) who seriously owes me an apology.

Can't be bother to think over it ytd cause was having a great time with the rest of the Seniors.

so didn't want to spoil that moment.

So Wendy and i gona take over from now onwards....

what to say?

anyway thanks to all the seniors for all their contributions to the choir! :)

especially kok ho and yong han.:)

that last moment with them on stage.

gona miss everyone!!!

ahh so sad.

promise you'll visit us kays?

if got choir camp must come hor!

really appreciate you guys!!!

U have taught me alot!

then gone through syf together to attain a silver!

fond memories.

thats y i miss u all so much!!!

ahhh!!!

Ok now comes the bad part.

CHUA JIA LUN U OWE ME AN APOLOGY!

thanks for the treat to choir and also

thanks alot for calling me irresponsible.

i dun care if u were joking. but that hurt me a hell lot!

Give me 1 reason how irresponsible i am as vice chair.

U don't know how much i have contributed and in the end , not even appreciated worse , criticized.

I can list what i've done even from sec 2!

who was the one who spent her own money on the notice board?

who was the one who helped buy mr lim present?

who was the one who initiated on the sec 3 performance on last day?

and u call me irresponsible?

i've got lots more to say just that i dun feel like.

go think abt those words u said to me.
seriously i will never forgive you until u apologize personally.

Finally. I'm less pissed. if not can't concentrate on studies.

anyway so that's abt it.

have more surprises in stall for seniors...

which will reveal on........

anyway. good luck for O'levels! :)

2009-04-17T03:42:00.000-07:00

Congrats to all Choir Members ( including myself) for obtaining a SILVER!!!

WHOA!!!! CHEERS!!!

really hope that the next batch will do us proud by obtaining a GOLD!

haha. i believe u can.

its just a matter of whether u want to do it or not.

This batch of syf members have put in much effort to get to where we are today.

so DON'T LET US( or shld i say tus?) DOWN!

i'll come back and kill everyone of you if u dare decorate!

haha.

at the moment , let us bask in this glory. Let this be a new beginning.

rmb ppl , must enjoy performing.

Currently wondering wat jia lun has to reward us.

haha. waste is money.hehe.

but must thank him.

have to catch up with hw after the past few days of long and late practices.

tata ppl!

2009-04-05T06:06:00.000-07:00

Ok what to say???

So SYF is nearing... 16APRIL PPL!!!!

CHOIR PLS WAKE UP!!!

omg those bloody shoes almost killed me during the rehearsal at vch.

and i've nothing more to say........

thats my life at the moment.

SYF and exams.

Oh ya we got a B+ for ABRSM. Yay!!!

lalala.....

damn random.

when i think of you....

i feel like slapping myself

when i think of you.....

i wonder what is wrong with me

when i look at you......

you mesmerise me

My brain is giving me 2 different signals

"Girl! go for it!"

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

2009-03-16T22:03:00.000-07:00

Yong Han , Kok ho aka Jackass , huiting , me and Qi!

Went to watch Les Contes d'Hoffmann

with those ppl in the pic and some other choir members.

enjoyed it very much. especially Olympia's high notes.

then mr lim performed in it as Astonia father and 2 other roles.( can't rmb)

the music was great. hope for more of such concerts.

ended up reaching home at 12am.

wow.

ABRSM!!!

2009-03-10T04:15:00.000-07:00

yah so today was the abrsm exam.

I've really nth much to comment except that i think pleasant groves abit too fast and

SOMEONE keeps singing flat in burong kakak.

Wonder how she even passed the audition.

well as u can see i'm quite pissed.

another ***** i'm complaining abt

to some people who did not even realise that

SHE IS SO IRRITATING

SHE INSULTS PPL WITHOUT REALISING

ANNOYING LIKE ****

AND A SHIT SHOWOFF!!!

I am super duper duper PISSED!

to some ppl who shld consider minding their manners.

and respect those with higher authority than them.

stop being extra lah.

leave us alone!

ok i wasted 5mins typing this.

so trying to look on the bright side of life.lol

which is .... sports day?

well end here. lazy to type out the positive things.

2009-02-27T16:34:00.000-08:00

Every week of sec 3 life has been rough, well so far.

so at this point,i have to agree with Sharon, life hates me.

hopefully for now.

If the subject Chinese was not in my ca, i would love school.

next mon jiang lao shi gona test us on some reading stuff.

Crap. well just try my best.

and even get me started on choir.

Dun call me pessimistic, but i have a rather strong feeling that we are not going to do really well for abrsm.

Wonder what life there would be like without mr lim.

well can't be bothered abt any of these cause i'm going for tuition soon.

so tata.

the girl will not allow a sec 1 to beat her

for her position.

i will thrash u like shit if you come close to me.

i will not compromise until i leave next yr.

2009-02-12T03:01:00.000-08:00

If there's one thing i hate about bio is today's practical

when u had to cut the potato strips.

I dunno whats wrong with my eyes but i kept cutting the wrong measurement.

like instead of cutting 5 cm i went to cut 4.5cm.

what's wrong with me today????????????

then wanted to take more potato but they were really small.

so had to use my leftovers.

ms Vanessa said to do well in bio spa must be good at cooking.

well, i didn't even know that u are supposed to boil broccoli b4 consuming.

lol.

rmb last yr home econs. mrs chan said my broccoli didn't look cook.

well so thats my horrible bio practical.

ferraro rocher are real addictive.

well, just being random.

2009-02-06T17:00:00.000-08:00

I Know its not valentines day. But it was ice cream inside.

The pics not clear cause i took a pic of it from my grandfathers camera.

So this shld roughly summaries my post.

Rushing this post or else my blog will look very dead.

This week has been hectic for me.

4 tests.

Hist , chinese , chem and amath

chem was the hardest though.

heard we did badly.

read bad.

Then there was my bd party on sat.

thxs u guys for the gifts and lots more.

Really want to thank my 1/5 juniors, those who came to my party, my class 3/7 and also

QI QI!!!

Must rush off now. having tuition at 11 and later at 3.

on thurs at 5.30 and sundays at 4.30.

I'm packed.

My Hectic schedule.

2009-01-24T06:08:00.001-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

Tmr going tr grandparents place for reunion dinner.

I'm most probably gona gain a hell lot of weight from all that goodies.

especially the pineapple tarts.

the base is just so good.

why can't they make the tart with less pineapple and more of the base thing.

lol.

2009-01-23T01:27:00.000-08:00

I've been quite pissed off lately this week.

Emath and History just makes me want to fall asleep.

I WAN A DIFFERENT TEACHER FOR EMATH!!!

seriously i can't do with the methods he teaches.

for the 1st time i'm saying that math is a bore.

well emath only.

amath's fun.

and this week, there was like a retarded freak who scolded me cb cause i didn't allow him to bring sweet drinks up!

No.1 thats the school rule u moron.

No.2 U dun have mother isit?

No. 3 I'll respect u if u respect me!

In conclusion : U are a shit asshole! ****************

u think u wad gangster ah?

then dun come school lah! ruin your damn future for all i care!

See your freakin face also make me sick.

Then today another asshole ruined my day!

dun wan to mention her/him.

YA BUT THANKS ALOT FOR SPOILING MY DAY!

Anyway, CNY coming soon.

soon after i VENT ALL THIS ANGER , I CAN CELEBRATE!

IF NOT I'LL BE FREAKIN PISSED OR I'LL PROBABLY GO MAD!

2009-01-19T03:59:00.000-08:00

So whats up with my life lately?

omg sec 3 life is tough.

not that its tough now but it'll be soon.

didn't expect so many hw.

like piles after piles.

the most interesting lesson is bio while the worst is emath.

not that i hate math but the cher was kinda boring me to death.( for those who noe who he is)

then went for Choir pratice on a Mon?

it was kinda a make up or extra practice.

then continued to stay until like 4 plus in the ava room.

practicing for this weds audition.

omg really want to get into syf choir.

so its hard work.

smth really freaky happened ytd.

met this stranger who asked me wat bus to take.

then told him

then he just started a conversation and asked for my hp no. etc.

to that idiotic asshole : THATS PERSONAL!

after this incident my moms gona escort me to tuition.

so thats my life so far.

really miss my psl class.

So tag often guys! I'll try to reply.

2009-01-10T08:47:00.000-08:00

Wahhh... so fast last day of orientation.

today was a success!!!

after all the scolding and advise etc.

hopefully the class will practice GT-61 and the 3 school values.

so i would say both of us benefited from this orientation, learning and stuff.

ok lah. won't say too much later they say i become "naggy".

which is under the influence of Mr ong and sean.lol.

jkjk.

So would like to praise my psl class for the Exellent performance.

i'm sure u all enjoyed it. :)

ya and so gona miss u guys.

won't get to see u all much. ):

exept those who choosing choir as their cca.

ya and your classmate Herman said he wan join choir.lol

Herman loves underwears that he was so facinated by one on the floor

that he decided to treat that as a soccer ball.

anyway, we are "desperate" for boys to join.

i know kang xing wan join.

so my day was not too bad.

was slightly delayed for tuition cause wanted to perfrom the family 2 item

and more importantly watch my class perform!!!

after the family 2 dance

quickly rushed off for chem tuition

which then i forgot abt my prefect tie.

so probably left it in the room.

later went to fetch my baby cousin over to play then watched little nonya on mio tv.

2009-01-02T06:39:00.000-08:00

Well today's the start of school.

Must say its rather tiring.

So the sec ones came....

so gave them a tour of the school.

Interacted with them.

however things did not go as smoothly.

there was this gal who got a cut when the window plane drop.

then when playing silent lineup the guys had to do forfeit

however...

the took like 10mins to write 1/5!!!

so noticed the way this class works.

so this is just the 1st day of the orientation.

hopefully it will be a success.

went back to class and barely know anyone

Then after school....

there was choir.

worked on SYF set piece white horses.

the alto's line was rather hard.

in fact the hardest among the other sections.haha

lalala

then did choir banner.

had so much glitter on it

but turned out didn't really have that shiny effect.

but it was still ok.

so that ends my hectic day in school.

watched the little Nyonya!!!!

Love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so....tata...

2008-12-25T06:19:00.000-08:00

WOAH!!!

ITS CHRISTMAS!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

HAVE A HAPPY HOLIDAY AND GOD BLESS!

2008-12-21T05:56:00.000-08:00

Oh crap.

Next yr gona miss like a week of lesson.

rather worried that can't catch up.

crap crap crap....

don't really know anyone that well besides my ex classmates.

like only 2 of them?

so far only know Mitchell.sharon,Samuel,Kenneth,elaine,Angeline, wendy.

2008-12-17T02:47:00.000-08:00

From ytd till today I've been thinking of FOOD!!!

i miss all my fav food!!!

Cause throat not feeling well so can't eat

I'm so gona dig in into all those Christmas food.

I'm so Hungry!!!

Can't eat chocolate , cold drinks .

So now i'm being stuffed with Veggie and more veggie.

and they aren't my fav.

Though there is something not too bad.

Subway!!!

Omg the teriyaki chicken.

however too lazy to go buy!!!

I wan the cookie.

Maybe i shall go buy later.

If not i'm so going lot 1 after school tmr.

Can't wait for the buffets mum and grandpa said they would bring me to!!!

I wan go swensen indulge in the cheese baked rice.

go eat tako ball DOUBLE CHEESE!!!

i'm so craving for my fav food!!!

2008-12-12T23:48:00.000-08:00

heres the quiz qi asked me to do:

1.Who is the last person who tagged you?
☆Zhit ting
2.The relationship between you and her/him?
☆ classmates for 2 yrs and good friends
3.Your 5 impressions of her/him?
☆sweet girl, smart, cute?? , forgiving and ummm helpful
4.If she/he become your enemy, you will?
☆Try to forgive her
5.What will you say to the person whom you like very much?
☆Sweet words
6.The characteristic(s) you love yourself is... ?
☆ummm sing?? love to study?(well not all the time but most)
7.The characteristic(s) you hate yourself is... ?
☆not being smarter
8.For the person whom I hate, you say...
☆dun act angel ( u no who i'm refering to)
9.What do people feel about you?
☆Duno? sometimes cheerful sometimes irritaing.lol
10.Who you have a crush to?
☆who arh? i also duno leh.
11.The most ideal person you want to be is... ?
☆Hiayo....umm rich , smart, loyal
12.Pass on this quiz to 5 person :p.s: some already got the quiz so but who cares?
☆Yue qi#1
☆huiting#2
☆Kok ho #3
☆Zhiting#4
☆Mitchell#5
13.If no.2 & no.3 were together,what will happened?
☆no.3 will get bashed up by no.2 bf
14.Who does no.5 likes?
☆duno.
15.What colour does no.1 likes?
☆duno leh? though she's my bestie
16.Say something about no.3
☆He has alot of children but no wife yet!!!
17.Who is no.2?
☆Hui ting CHOIR BUDDIE!!!
18.Talk about no.3
☆ummm. really sick on msn.
19.Who is no.1 bestie?
☆Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
20.Who is the sexiest person among the 5 person?
☆Ummm all equal lah.
21.What colour does no.4 likes?
☆grey?
22.Is no.4 single?
☆got secret admirer, so maybe soon.
23.What is your relationship with no.1?
☆BEST FRIENDS!!!
24.Is no.1 & no.3 best friends?
☆NO!!! I'M NO. 1 BEST FRIEND
25.What is no.5's surname?
☆Eh, don't know. Sorry]:
26.What is no.1's nickname?
☆QIQI
27.What things do you wish to say to no.3?
☆nothing at the moment
28.What you will do to help no.5?
☆what she needs help on and if i can help.
29.Who does no.1 admires?☆oooooo i know *****
30.Where does no.1 lives at?☆Chua Chua kang
31.Does the 5 of them know who you likes?
☆Well 3/5 know my previous but dun have any now.
32.What do you wish to say when you saw no.2?
☆YOZ!!! Hi

2008-12-12T06:23:00.000-08:00

Spent my time going to school and watching tv.

yee poh got me the narnia dvd collectors edition.

YAY!!! thank you !!!!

Love the show!!!

especially skandar.

having a rather bad throat now.

feels kinda sore.

lucky no choir practice

Wanted to go bowling

to bowl away my rage , anger.

so enjoy enjoy

anyway didn't go in the end

instead spent the time watching narnia prince caspian

which was GREAT!

got some things off my mind.

seriously , some PPL have to control the vol. of their voice and what they actually say.

yah someone.

whose mouth v. big

if u no who i'm referring to.

tell her no secrets.

ya thanks alot. talking behind my back abt some stuff with your goodie friend.

dun think i dun no.

thanks alot for broadcasting my secrets.

and to my cousin basil,

dun act like an angel.

so good boy in front of grandpa

ya cause u boy wad.

everybody loves u think your such a good boy so well mannered.

grandpa told me your so concern for him

ya right.

cause mommy taught u must do this do that then u listen wad

not even own initiative

must ppl tell u wad to do.

seriously in a week u dun even think abt them for a day ,hour or second.

i'm so freakin sick of u

since so loyal , visit every week lah like me

or are those parties more important.

for goodness sake ppl wat yr r we living in

y ppl still so gender bias?

2008-12-10T06:24:00.000-08:00

The one thing that keeps me worried during these holidays is the

chinese book were're supposed to read.

read like till chap 5 i almost dozed off....zzzzz

sianz.

dun really like the language.

y can't it be like an extra language?

well not a really exciting day must say.

learned the dance moves....

then went for tuition.

tmr going out with yee poh.

to vivo for movie.

shopping !!!!!

so thats that.

ya and i got a new hp!

samsung SGH-F480!!!!!

2008-12-07T22:14:00.000-08:00

Yay Christmas is coming!!!

The day Jesus was born!!!

The season of giving!!!

My favourite of all festivals.

Most probably gona celebrate with moms ex-boss and my relatives.

Presents , candy canes , log cakes ummm turkey, ham....yumm

Rmb spending this period in new york last time.

the atmosphere was really great.

especially seeing ppl ice skating at... ( forgot the place)

then all the decorations along the streets.

it was rather cold though.
didn't spend long enough to see the snow flood the streets.

but there was snow , just a little.

there was also this parade with like huge floats.

and huge balloons of certain characters.

then went to mercy to shop and a huge toys r us

they had a Ferris wheel inside.

Good times.

can't travel cause of the economic down turn.

so mom says must save money. as usual.

hope to travel.

go to some where cool.

maybe Alaska to see the glacial.

Canada.....lol.

somewhere countryside by the mountains like a lodge

then go skiing

sit by the warm fire at night with some company

barbecue mash mellows and drink hot chocolate.

shiok!!!

i know i'm most unlikely to experience this at the age.

probably when i establish a successful career.

But rmb, we must not forget the true meaning of Christmas.

2008-12-07T01:14:00.000-08:00

Have not been online for quite awhile cause kinda busy with my room.

I have a hell lot of stuff to clear.

like for 3 weeks , clearing my stuff and bringing them to the salvation army.

at the same time getting scolded by my mom

gosh. damn irritating.

if ask for her help sure get scolded after awhile.

and y did god put them together?

at least there'll be like peace.

although no me.

now i'm like sandwich bet. them.

and my mom is always blaming ppl.

so things are never her fault but they are always others.

arg.

so had tuition for the entire week.

ya its kinda killing me.

A math.

omg.

going to cut my hair soon.

duno when but soon

lets see so qi has left for malaysia.

so i'm left with hui ting to tok online.

so jerri came back to day with GIFTS!!!

yay. take as christmas present.

2008-11-29T01:27:00.000-08:00

Was supposed to go for the trybe camp with the prefects

however

kinda injured myself.

smth real heavy droped on my foot. ( it was smth like a marble ball)

so that day couldn't really move my big toe.

but had to say it hurt alot.

thankfully after the x-ray there were no fractures.

phew.

so sadly didn't go for camp.

Finally got my old bed removed for $150.

then moved the new furnitures in.

gave my room a new makeover

its so much spacious.

sometimes really dun understand ppl.

nth better to do with their lives then spam ppl.

must really lead such sucky life.

pity.

2008-11-24T21:15:00.000-08:00

So heres the quiz Ms chio asked me to do.

.1.Do you have secrets?Yup. Obviously.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?

Not intending to

3. Do you enjoy going to school?

Yes.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

Help the poor, give some to those who need it more then me, spend on things i need and want and save the rest.

5. Who in this world do you hate most?
Bible says to love your enemies. (which I’m like trying)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Both

.7. List out your 15 favourite songs:

I like all types. Excluding rock and techno.so can’t be bothered to list them.

8. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
Nothing. get on with life.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?.

Yes.

10. What makes you angry?

Umm can’t think of any now.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

I dun predict futures, but I hope to be a pediatric surgeon and enjoy life.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

God, family , some friends.

13. What is the most important thing in life?
Achieve my goals and enjoy life.

14. Single or attached? With who?

Single.

15. What is your favourite colour?Yellow-orange.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?As in what type? If bgr, no.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

None.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

Depends. I'll try to.

19. What do you want to tell to the someone you like?

hey dun be surprise but i like u. ( although i dun intend to confess)

20. 5 people I have tagged to do
-yue qi
- Hui ting
-Yan ling
-April
-Eva

2008-11-24T00:25:00.000-08:00

These few days are gonna be tiring.

refurnishing my room

so will be making trips to ikea.

going there later.

Ytd went there to look for a study table and bookshelf.

Must select really carefully.

After the experience with my bed.

which is gona cost $150 to dismental and dispose.

really huge.

headache.

hmmm so learned The white horses syf piece today.

it wasn't that bad.

but when mr lim comes on friday,

he's gona be asking Qs like wat falls on wat beat.

i'm rather blur there.

kind of find it hard to beat the tempo and sing at the same time.

weird tempo. (no lah. not use to it)

Anyway the song sounds quite nice.

later went to buy the books for next yr.

bought only emath and history and the rest were out of stock.

hiax.

2008-11-22T06:11:00.000-08:00

Christmas is comin ppl!!!

no plans for it though. not at the moment.

So went to watch a concert with qi , ting , kok ho , mr low and not forgetting beloved yan ling ytd.

who was making a racket there.

though she was rather hilarious.

The choir was really good , as compared to ours.

The sound quality was so much nicer.

The sopranos were like... WOW!!!

and the bass??

Kok ho was damn jealous.

so damn envious.

wonder wat will happen to tenor and bass after this yrs sec 3 batch.

waiting for some sop boys voice to break......

if not like that section will be left with Nigel , Denis and probably the new guy Benjamin.

look at other choirs so many boys.

nt that i'm boy crazy or anything.

can u imagine a choir with like 2o over gals and 2 boys sing the tenor and bass section?

sad. Pray hard more boys will join choir.

today went to vivo with cuz Cyril.

WHAT A TORTURE.

rather mad at him for like spending my yee poh's money.

$60++ on arcade games.

and ruined my mood.

$60 on pointless games .

it was $10 after $10 notes.

can't say i'm any better ,

after spending abt $50 on a pair of shoes and a blouse.

but overall , he spent more.

he did shop as well.

but he's worse.

and he was like "arguing" with me over the com.

arg.....

those are some things which really annoy me.

but sometimes he's quite cute.

hiax.

thankfully i have no siblings.

my parents would be having the"time of their lives".

2008-11-19T06:13:00.000-08:00

Choir camp: CATERPILLAR!!! with consideration to TKH who was laughing when we were "suffering" in agony . Lol!

Today is was the last day for camp. Preferred if it was overnite
but due to blah blah blah....
So had choir practice for like 4hrs each day then the rest were for
orientation and games.
Today played treasure hunt.
Was Kinda fun.
So we learned a total of 7 songs for orientation( if i'm not wrong)
Then freakin thing happened when sop 2 were singing their lines.
Can't stop fretting abt the past.
If u actually no wat i mean.
OMG! so awkward.
Nvm.
Yup and became understudy vice chair.
Wat else?
ummmmm
Oh ya we recieved the set piece white horse
looks kinda hard
dear dear...
How??
Go for more practices
which are like next mon and wed.
Kinda pissed off by my mom now.
cause we're refurnishing my room.
getting rid of many things.
Hiax. So tired.....

2008-11-15T08:30:00.000-08:00

Great day!!

Went to ms lims house so helped with preparation with the food.

so its like rare that i actually prepare food besides home econs class.

hehe.

Ya Qi did the cutting of bread while i spread the mashed eggs onto it.

Jerri said he can't bare to look.

It wasn't that bad ok.

lol.
Then went to play scrabble and the other game ummm

wats the name?

the blocks of wood that u stack then try not to make them fall.

enjoyed the food and games.

thanks ms lim!!!

Anyway, had a hard time persuading Jerri to go church.

told him to treat it like a ‘religion exchange"

haha.

so went for fuel.

Played games and thanked god for what he has given us this week.

So i really wana thank god for smth which i'll not reveal until next time.

Then talked about intercession.

Then after that went for service.

so learnt that a little bit is all god needs.

Had a great time.

So the rest went for dinner after i left first.

Ya ya Island Creamery.

Anyway , Baby cuz Isac came.

Really cute fellow.

haha.

so really want to thank god

for giving me the strength and perseverance

Even when i was told i couldn't do it

But with faith, i managed to prove it wrong

so i ask to continue guiding me

as well as my loved ones

anyway this is just one of the few

God has many things for us

We may not always get what we want

But he will give us what we need

Gods miracles.

2008-11-12T07:31:00.000-08:00

Choir today.

So came to school early. Then mr. lim came along and so "chat" in the canteen.

Sad to tell him that the choir sounded rather lively during sessions with ms lai.

Today the burong kak kak was totally......

So didn't impress mr. lim . sad.

got the set piece today.

seems hard.

anyway went to mac with Yue qi , hui ting ,zhi ting and father oink ( tkh).

saw freakin louise.

though she may be rather annoying at times,

but have to admit gona miss her when we split class.

from same primary school class till now.

hiax. sad.

not that i'm her type. if u knowt i mean.

good times....

so ate at mac.

actually more of stealing my friends fries.

lol.

sorry.... hehe.

Later went for tuition and it was like pouring.

So tired then.

So going out with baby Cuz on fri and sat, going to ms lims house

and hopefully church.

So currently trying to breathe in a house which stench of paint.

Getting my room yellow.

finally a change.

2008-11-07T03:39:00.000-08:00

To Yue qi!!

Choir was so fun!!!

Sad this was Ms Lye's last lesson.

She got us to feel the music.

Actually no harm swaying or "dancing" while practicing burong kakkak .

At least we sang with feelings.

Omg. I has to say that the Delightful pleasant groves were not delightful.

was kinda dead.

sianz. lol.

Hiax bass sound so dead haha.

Didn't hear it from me.

Must be like Yan ling.
sway here and there.

lol.

Then yue qi v. emo today.

sad.

Make me wan emo with her.

cheer up gal!!

Maybe the picture may cheer her up!!

btw , anyone going to ms lim's open house??

2008-11-05T06:39:00.000-08:00

So went for Choir practice as usual.

Kinda fun.

With Ms Lye

Interesting.

Preparing for Trio on Fri.

nerve recking. as usual

Today was unsuccesful.

Never see mr lim face then my voice like unable to project.

felt so soft.

Well gotta have faith.

YL was like "dancing" in bet. me and Kh.

haha.

feeling the music.

so after that went to find pasmine and joey.

who were talking a hell lot of crap.

Tmr gotta wake up early.

hiax.

leadership stuff.

2008-11-03T00:27:00.000-08:00

Just read the Chinese book for next yrs test.

Gotta admit it was kinda boring.

to me.

So wasting my time here.

so here's my life so far.

went for math tuition yesterday.

i was like a total idiot.

My brain was totally dead.

Dunno y can't function properly.

I was doing math so SLOWLY.

In fact the slowest in class.

Ahhhh so fed up.

yup so gonna drill myself with sums.

kinda panicking for sec 3.

Argggg

2008-10-30T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hiax gonna miss her after we spilt class.
Haha...she's so helpless
Oooooo the wind in our hair

Friends Forever!!!

Lame shot! Was kind of random.

managed to balance myself.

Gotcha!!!

O.ooo toddlers.

My obession with swords.lol.

Cookie monster and elmo.

Her again.....
o.o besties...

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING NOW!!!

ya i know it sucks.

And Yes TKH i heard enough thank u very much!!!

ahhhh.@$@%^#

ok need to chill

ya so went to vivo again with Qi and Zhi ting
went to watch HSM3

IT ROCKS LIKE HELL!!!

so gona buy the dvd.

wish that there is HSM4/

Anyway, went to take photos around vivo.

then went home.

haha , i was right .

Qi no sense of direction.

lost for 1/2 hr in the mall without me
hehe.

So uploaded the photos.

Great day!

2008-10-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

Had choir practice today.

did trio

which was horrible

probably the lack of confidence

i was trying to be softer than soprano

Hope i'll improve next time.

anyway rather worried abt my class next yr.

I've unfamiliar people there.

and of course wei ken.

maybe we got of from a bad start but i just wish he could treat me with respect.

instead of like cursing me all the time.

yea it was kind of my fault i couldn't resist teasing him during choir practice.

i admit i was wrong

anyway , just dun wan to spend years in a class hating one.

Exciting day tmr.

zhiting , yue qi and i are going to vivo for a movie.

ya so better than staying at home staring at the computer screen.

remove all fouls we have created between each other in the past
lets start afresh.

2008-10-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

Cool day...

went to science center

for the omni theatre show and the bacteria course

Thought it was rather interesting

learnt alot

felt like a doctor.

ya . cool.

my ambition.

anyway went to lot 1 with yang lin, zhiting , shirley and xiao yun.

but 2 of them did not stay long.

xiao yun had to go fetch his bro

so yang lin decided to leave.

Gays???

jkjk

anyway we chat , ya abt some stuff which made me rather agitated.

not that they were insulting

but on other issues.

ya so i was pissed.

drowned my sorrows with a cup of Ribena

suddenly just brought up that topic.

arg started to get tense.

its like your dreams being shattered.

but not as bad

and its not really a "dream"

But if thats fate , so let it be.

theres not much i can do abt it.

But i will work harder

to achieve my goals

so kind of spent a hell lot of time at lot 1

doing grocery shopping for my mom

with chio helping me out.

haha

thxs!

so thats that.

tnr gotta go for choir practice and prefect meeting,

bet tmr choir is gonna be..... ummm nerve recking??

mr lim should be having auditions for us SOLO for each section

in trio

so wish me luck

may the lord bless me and guide me to excel

to overcome my fears

lord bless the choir to achieve our targets.

Amen. :D

Gods plans are a matter of time

but they ate perfect.

2008-10-23T04:43:00.000-07:00

Havn't been posting for the last few days

lazy.

hehe.

Went to science centre recently

lost Yue qi, zhi ting and Yan Ling while viewing the exhibits.

so it got down to me and june.

Anyway, recieved the results today.

Like Finally.

ok ended up in pure Bio

ya and got 3rd in class

and passed chinese.

phew.

so ya i'm happy :D

Thank the Lord.

so next year i'll be in 3/7

I'm pondering

Shld i change to pure physics instead?

hiax.

Duno if its easier then bio

or if there are more options.

hiax.

later went home from school and back to take cca cert.

Then all the food in the canteen was sold out

so went to teck whye Market to buy lemon chicken rice for the first time

must say it was good.

end here for now.

theres class outing tmr.

hope mommy will allow.

2008-10-19T23:34:00.000-07:00

In com lab now...

with yue qi and june beside me...

bored...Watching like the Bolt trailer

omg the hamster is so cute

yup just uploaded the pic

cute right????

dunno wat to post now so

brb

2008-10-17T06:54:00.000-07:00

Sad sia.

today mr.lim didn't come.

hope he gets well.

todays choir practice,

no comments

anyway, wanted to play piano in ava rm

however mrs ching dismissed us level by level so thought it might be rather awkard to be the only sec 2.

Didn't want to go home so early

it would't make a difference.

so wondered around the school

with qiqi, huiting,kok ho and shirley.

fooled around a little.

was like teasing kok ho when we saw erhm erhm

lol.

later left abt 6

however left bustop at like 6.20

wasting time

waiting for an empty bus.

end here for now.

going to qiqi's church tmr,

2008-10-16T01:47:00.001-07:00

No surprises if i was not in school.

went for medical checkup.

and again blood test.

freaky, i fear needles.

what happened in school?

anything special?

anyway, tomorrows the day

of results.

hope i will do well

not to fail overall Chinese.

ya trying to improve it.

later in tomorrow afternoon, choir practice

i think..

2008-10-14T02:31:00.000-07:00

My mood was kinda cheered up today.

Not saying that it is exellent.

however rather dissapointed with myself for not scoring in science and math.

Didn't get first.

arggg. pissed.

I feel that painful memories last longer that happy ones.

anyway after school , went to change subj combination , later had choir meeting.

gosh it was pouring on my way home.

yup so thats my day. simple.

Goodness awaiting for friday for the posting.

Wish me luck.

End it here.

Short and sweet.

2008-10-12T23:30:00.000-07:00

The day sucks....

My prediction came true.

Horrible exam results.

My science, arggg...

failed chem but thankfully passes bio.

As for Litriture, oh well not too bad.

missed by 4 mrks to top cohord!*not boasting*

sad sia.

That was my initial target.

Ya and chinese , dun even tok abt it.

I'll be high over the moon if i passed it in the overall results.

Math result was horrible.

My mom's rather dissappointed with me.

Although it is an A1.

Ya but expected to score better.

My day was worse with gastric pain after punishing myself to skip recess.

hiax.

awaiting for physics paper tmr.

then fri the big day.

sad sia after that got choir.

dun think i'll be in the mood to sing.

however, have to attend.

Choir needs to buck up.

ya and that includes me.

So inconclusion, my day sucks.

Wish me all the best for a nerve recking day tmr.

paper awaiting me: physics, history, geo.

2008-10-11T23:23:00.000-07:00

Feeling bored...

Sitting in front of the com. screen.....

awaiting for my lunch....

I'm hungry!!!

anyway, my mom's buying food back.

Tmr monday.

omg results.

doubt i'll top for any subj.

sad.

god bless me with excellent results.

My greatest fear is science.

Ya i've never had such little confidence in it.

and andrea is bound to beat me in it.

Nth much to do

except wait for time to pass

go for tuition later ....

sianz

Sometimes i wished i was in a far away island

secluded from the cities

yes , life may be abit dull

at least its worry free

p.s : andrea is my competitor in science.

2008-10-11T02:16:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl!

Just redid the blog.

Knew i'm gonna get bored during the holidays so this is one way of entertaining myself.

Anyway, gonna blog abt the past few days of life.

Went to vivo to catch Mamma mia on thurs with Yue qi , Kok ho and his friend xiu hao。

The show was GREAT!

LOVED IT!

Wouldn't say that everyone enjoyed the show in peace.

There were like gals screaming in the theatre during those sick scenes.

Can't blame them for being naive

Went shopping around vivo so spent abt $30++.

Ben and Jerry=$8

Tickets=$7

Nachos = $ 6.50

lunch and dinner= $8

But we had a great time!

Went to toysrus , played with the Halloween stuff. Freaky!

Kok ho was the father pig with 3 little piglets following him. lol.

Took 963 with qi qi and father and

arrived home VERY LATE!

Phew did't get punished.

Oh yes, wanna thank qiqi for the wonderful gift!

Friday

Didn't have much to do at home so qi qi and father came over for badminton and swimming.

Day went as per normal.

Qi qi could not resist touching my things.lol.

She was like " I've never seen these type of switches b4 "

" the buttons of your phone is really big"

lol.

she was like exploring my room.

yup so thats my day.

nth to continue .

Toddles!